Monday, February 28, 2011

25+ Girl Crush Challenge:Chanel Iman

LPP-->It's just a nightmare

LPP-->It's just a nightmare
LPP-->It's just a nightmare by IcedOrange featuring vintage style dresses

Just when everything became clearer in my mind,when I understood about Michael's illness.....I went to sleep and i had the awfulest dream in my life...


It's like i was in a forest...surrounder by trees and and blury images of Mike's smile....It felt so real...I continued walking around and in a second i was in front of the Notre-Dame....I saw that everyone was looking at something...As i approached,I saw it.....it was Michael...in a white coffin....dead....In the next second I woke up,crying....

I still don't know what was that,but i'm terrified...


The next day I was supposed to go with Michael to the doctor so we can find out the seriousness of his cancer.

In the morning he called me and we met in front of the hospital.He held my hand so tight...
"Mike....what if...what if those result weren;t yours?What if the doctor confused them?"


He smiled a bit with a bit of hope in his eyes but...

"I don't think so....it's not a movie Miranda....it's the reality..."

I put my arms around his waist and hugged him like there;s no tomorrow.....I felt like it was one of my last days with him....In my mind i wanted to be wrong...

"You can come in now..." the doctor said quietly

Both of us entered the cabinet

"Mr Smith...I won't tell anything yet but it seems to be something wrong.We need to make you another analysis.We need to take a probe of blood once more....Please come with me"
I could see a spark of hope in his eyes....

"Miranda honey will you wait for me or go home?"
"No,i'm fine.I'll wait for you"

I stayed there for an hour when Michael came
"The results will be ready within 2 days...Let's go and drink a cup of tea"

He kissed me and we went at La Duree...

I hope everything will be fine....


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